Sometimes dreams are too big. I've been paralyzed by my excitement for this trip. Have you ever gotten so excited for something that you can't make progress? I feel that way right now. Along with recovering from sickness (possibly norovirus), I've been having difficulty setting up achievable goals to accomplish for my trip to London.
Things I need to get done before leaving: finalize what to bring, print off all needed documents and store digital files, figure out the transportation system before arriving, message others in my program to find out their arrival times, and finish a set list of places I want to see in London.
All along this journey I haven't been able to say why I am going to London. God provided for me to go. Well...months later and a round trip ticket bought...and I still don't know! What I do know is that I'm following where God tells me to go. Who knows what He has in store for me there, but I know whatever it is it will be an adventure.